My journey so far

Let me begin with the truth: I needed to take a hiatus. Today, I genuinely believe my life is on the right path. I know I’ll encounter more bumps along the way, but that’s to be expected. Still, I feel a strong urge to share my recent experiences, which began last November 2023. Perhaps you, as the reader, and I, as the writer, can relate to one another.

In November 2023, I was admitted to the hospital due to severe dehydration caused by vomiting for 14 hours straight. I gradually became unable to drink anything, including water. I would attempt to take small sips, but before long, I was vomiting again, usually within 30 minutes of feeling nauseous. I experienced repeated episodes of vomiting and sometimes just gagging. What perplexed me was the colour of my vomit; it was yellow. Although it resembled bile, it didn't quite seem like bile. It appeared thick and murky, with brown streaks and occasional brown pieces. In November 2023, I was admitted to the hospital due to severe dehydration caused by vomiting for 14 hours straight. I gradually became unable to drink anything, including water. I would attempt to take small sips, but before long, I was vomiting again, usually within 30 minutes of feeling nauseous. I experienced repeated episodes of vomiting and sometimes just gagging. What perplexed me was the colour of my vomit; it was yellow. Although it resembled bile, it didn't quite seem like bile. It appeared thick and murky, with brown streaks and occasional brown pieces.

I kept asking myself where all this bile was coming from. I couldn’t eat or drink and it was acidic and painful at times. Before I was brought to the hospital, I kept repeating “I can’t do this anymore”. After my spouse returned home, he drove me straight to the hospital. Once at the hospital; they were finally able to calm the nausea and the vomiting but I was in a lot of pain. I was there for what I recall being 3 days. Where I was visited by my father and also an unexpected visitor.

My journey was not over; this was the beginning of my newest spiritual journey. My rebirth. I don’t want to go into too much detail just yet as It is a lot to write and a lot to take in. I will write about each birth and death in sequences to make it easier for you and me.

mytgurl

xox